mindtricks.
have you ever found yourself in the position where your mind is beginning to just misinterpret things that are happening around you? where you mind is just changing what is to what you want?
the only thing between you and this fantasy is your brain; and the battle between your heart and your mind. as the brain continues to battle it out, more misinterpretations ensue. and the battle slows you down, makes you grow weary.
it’s an advance.
but in the wrong direction. so wrong, in fact, that it isn’t even a retreat.
the disambiguation, ambiguity, discombobulation, emotions running high, miscalculation, overestimation and underestimation. the heartbreak and the heartache. this push, this pull. the elasticity of the situation cannot continue infinitely.
i believed it was a positive feedback loop: input of “time” somehow allowed the output of more “time”. two black bodies absorbing as much as possible is not good input matter, nor is “excuses”.
yet, because it was an double input, single output loop: something breaks. something gave. and i tell you this.
this loop is actually a system. there is a limit to the wrap, there is a limit to input and output. and the system collapsed when there was not enough input. yet, there was another moment that came thru.
vulnerable, they care not, but the moments.
just moments.
/system
